Entry #1

Ariel.

A nickname never sticks for me. Besides the name Lulei that my grandmother gave me. I'm 7teen. They telling me I Look younger, that's perfectly fine. I was born right after the ball dropped for 1993 [Jan 2nd]. I guess you could say my Mother was partying hard! I'm Puerto rican, not a traditional one... if you ask me what I love about being Puerto Rican I'll shrug. There are times were I'm enjoyable, yet other times I promise you'll hate me. I'm considered a clown, but they telling me I'm too intelligent to joke the way I do [Yeah iight].

Here I am 4 months into 2010 and I've discovered things about myself I never payed attention to. I've learned that you cannot give back the cards that life deals you, just play the game. I'm quite determined but I have my relapses. My Grandma, who recognized my every potential early on, looked me in my eyes and told me "Never let em see you ruined Lulei." I'm not even tryna foul out. - Funny how competitive people can really get, yet why stand out for all the wrong reasons? "No guts no glory..." only people with serious A-game get realized, and if your not about what you say you are, your useless. I mention this to say that- if I say it, or think it I DO IT TOO.

They Telling me I always Wanna be right, but Im saying... ya not even Tryna Prove me Wrong!!

*Closing up; My brain works much faster than my fingers [shrugs]! You either try to understand or get gone...

- Adieu For now.