That Old Thing back? Nah

Nothing hurts more then wanting something you can not own. We've all experienced this, because we went through it even as children. Ever saw a toy you desperately wanted, and you didn't get it so you immediately start to whine? That's almost how it is. Difference is, now we are older; we no longer care for things we use to. It's called maturity, and if you haven't been through it- you might want to check that out, somethings wrong.


- I was thinking about things I never got to get.& if I still want them now.

I had the chance to fall in love before. I didn't, even though I had thought I wanted to. Since I was new at the feelings he gave me, I thought no one could tell me anything and he was my last option. I remember crying, making him cry [complicated story]. Although he was already owned by another female, he felt the need to fill me up with empty promises. While some were fulfilled I realized we weren't going to go far- esp. with the way we were dealing with our situation. I had given that boy a couple things I can not get back, not even till this day. My decision to stop dealing with him, Landed me in the arms of my actual Love. [see the Letter to Him Blog for More details about that] Thinking back, I'm proud of myself for *snapping* out of it. I knew I had to face actuality- They say Love a person can't have, it hurts the most and last the longest. They forgot to mention what happens when you encounter the real thing. It totally makes up for everything. Or at least in my opinion. 

- Things fall apart, but better ones take place_ 

- Joy wouldn't feel so good if it Wasn't for pain.

True Love wouldn't seem so accurate if it weren't for the false love you encountered.

Sometimes you gotta go through the parts in life that aren't so great so that when you get to the great stuff you can experience it in such a way that you'll understand why everything else had happened.